Saturday, December 22, 2012

-Not A Bed of Roses-

I thought that someone said she would start blogging again wholeheartedly? haha, i know i know, i haven't been blogging for so long. But i think it really doesn't matter since i don't have much reader. lol. So, it's mid-December now, the so-called doomsday is over, two more days till Christmas, and 8 more days then we will meet mr2013. Times, pass faster than i thought. Now i can totally clearly understand why people say time flies like a blink of an eye, especially this year. It's like, *blink* I'm already a college student. *blink*I have left home for one year. *blink*I'm already eighteen. *blink* 2012 is coming to an end. Don't you guys think the same?or I'm the only one who feel that this year passes really fast? 2012 passed fast, i think it's because of everybody has been busying in adapting themselves into the new life? At least i am, the adaptation process is still in progress.

2012, has not been that awesome for me. There were some hard times, shitty times and so many first time I have experienced in this year. I have been learning throughout the year, learnt about the people, the cruelness of this society, the fact of life and of course the subjects i am supposed to learn in college. lol. FYI, i moved to JB for the sake of college in the beginning of this year and I am studying about shipping management. Yes, Shipping. Maritime. I know right? those are totally not my things. If you were close to me during my high school time, then you might had been listening to me saying that i want the lab to be my future working place. And I ended up exploring the maritime sector? hahahahaha. RIDICULOUS. How and why things turned out like this? a long story, but i think, everything happens for a reason(my roommate's favorite line lol.), Not following the path i wanted to go for might not be a bad thing, plus who knows about the future? thing changes people changes, there are too much of variables which can turn my whole life into something else which me and you people would have never predicted or imagined.

There are millions billions zillions to talk about for this whole year, there are too much stories to tell. Of course I am not going to blog about all those, privacy mah hahaha. But what i can say is, this year is definitely a huge turning point of my life. The good and bad things I have been through, made me a stronger and better person and brought me to a new phase of life. But somehow, I miss the old me, the innocent, weaponless, problem-free, haha. But who doesn't change right? part of growing that we can't escape from. lol. I think my thinking is getting more and more positive. Thanks to the motivating roommate and classmate and awesome friends i have back in my hometown.

*positive-thinker = mature* I should be more mature right? as i have already turned eighteen. hahah, can you imagine how time flies? i am eighteen now! where da hell is the girl with school uniform?!!! lol
 My birthday, i am really glad that i was able to celebrate my birthday here in my hometown this year. I'd never liked to celebrate my birthday but this year I had a great one. I celebrated three times with my friends and the family, awesome memories indeed.
Another special memories, the day of taking the spm result. It was like a official full-stop of my high school life. Man I miss those time, my high school life was awesome back then, I had tuition classes from Monday to Sunday and I kinda liked it. I can still clearly remember the tuition classes's time and subject for each day. So you can see how much i enjoyed my school life? lol. In case you are curious about my spm result, I've got 2a+2a2a-2b+.  


Sorry, didn't mean to talk this much of craps. hahaahaha.
anyway, I am really happy with what i have now, and enjoying the ups and downs in my life. 
From the happy girl
   630 in the morning, just  go to sleep already, wky!